I am taking back control of my life and myself. Lately things in my life have been all over the place...there has just been too much going on that I lost or given up control of. Head games, preconceived notions, sickness, loneliness, want, need and desire. But it ends now! I wallowed long enough and I am putting myself back in charge. Life is short and if I don't start to participate in it and enjoy it, it is just a waste. I cannot promise all sunshine and unicorns, but I am trying to be positive and make my own decisions. I cannot and will not make any excuses for who I am, neurosis, flaws and all.